One star out of million stones.

I havent written any blog for awhile…

well,…
life felt easier when you have someone to share it with…  that’s what i feel lately… or maybe because it is easier actually… but when things are tough, Companion of someone really helps you get through it.. no matter who they are…

Anyway, human are unique.. they always seek for problems and worries.. when they dont have money, they will simply take money as concern, when money is not a problem, they’ll take Love as concern, when love and money are on the table, its friendship that they are messing with, when all of those are fine, Job / career will be spotted. and so on and so on…funny!
but that’s the way it is.. that’s how they live… how people create happiness maybe… by creating problems and concerns before finally resolve it.

So, … lets think… what is my concern now? what is my problem?
mmm…
mmmmm….
mm….
hhh… huffff… ck ck ck..
hhhhhhhhhhhhheeehhhhh…

ok. i will not disclose it here…
the question is : are these concerns my own creation? or is it really there??

You might as well ask yourself the same question folks..

some of people may just lay it down and stand tall, smiling, put away all concerns, and prefer to live simply..
well, its option.. and all of these are heading to the same destination.. finding happiness. I Guess.

-I miss my family and friends-
Peluk cium dari jauh for all of them…

   Everybody’s looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover’s eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You’ll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You’ll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much it means
You’ve found that special thing
You’re flying without wings

So impossible as it may seem
You’ve got to fight for every dream
Cos who’s to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it’s waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It’s little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it’s like flying without wings
Cos you’re my special thing
I’m flying without wings

And in this place I long to be
You’ll be where it ends
I’m flying without wings
And that’s the joy you bring
I’m flying without wings

Udah di singapore lagi…

puas liburan 10 hari di jakarta, spending most of the time with my family now. My nieces are adorable.. my nephew is very enchanted.. he touched my heart:) i love you Kiddo… i guess everything happend for a reason. Only He knows.

this is probably my last time going back home, untill i finish my responsibility here in singapore. I have another mission to focus on, and need to be acomplished.

Anyways, i thought by the time i come back to the office i would have less job… ternyata feedback di delay… hiks… so i just come here AT the right time for the company:(… gpp lah.. masih alhamdulillah punya pekerjaan:) SEMANGAT!!
gw penasaran weekly posting minggu lalu pa kabarnya yah? maybe it was allright.. jerome kan pintar.

my next door is still empty, dikunci pula.. emang gw pesen sih.. pdhal kan kalo gak, bisa gratak2 hahha… *kidding* …
gak nyangka, pergi 10 hari aja bisa kangen sama housemates… Bulan, Tommy, dan Irvan. hehehe… dasar intan.

rupanya Idup di jakarta sekarang costly yah… transport dan makan costly banget. huhuhu.. mgkn jadi lebih murah (relatif) idup di singapore. JKT bensin mahal, ongkos angkot mahal, makan waktu, dan gak nyaman. makanan mahalnya bukan main, apparels mahal, dll dll.. untung masih numpang idup sama ortu.. kalo gak, hiiiii… rupanya gw blom cukup tajir utk bisa Mengerti dan Menerima kondisi jakarta dengan lapang dada dan senyum lebar:(

mmm… jadi males pulang balik ke indo, walo cinta negara sendiri, tp kalo ibukota sekejam itu jadi mikir2 utk menghindar dulu:D sampe punya modal utk adjust dengan kekejamannya.

tidur ach..

PS: Hello singapore, welcome me back please:D:D!!

Hari ini gw abisin dg ngerjain Factbook yang GUEDDE banget filenya, retrieve separo buku aja seharian.. ditambah gosip kanan kiri sih.. para penduduk sebelah ngalor dan ngidul yang bedatangan membagi ke bosanan:D hehehe… ampe gak enak sama si bos… but he was talking on the phone for hours himself… so, i guess it was allright.

In times like these… personal emails would really help kill boredom. Luckly i still receive some to keep me company:) thanks guys.. replying your emails help me to act a bit during the retrieves waiting… gosh! took years..

Sore tadi bukpus di Resto indo, namanya Tambuah Mas, Paragon’s food cellar. Went there with Rama, Irvan, Ari, Lia, and Bulan. Ruameee… berenam! good food, good companion. haha hihi sampe jam 8, trus ke foodcourt takashimaya buat nyari makanan sahur.. beli tomyam yang isinya cuma mie doang i guess:( Darn!!
mahal pula $9,6 huuuuuuuuuuuu… gak worthed!

hari ini gak jadi tenis, karena curiga mo ujan, jadi raket dikandangin…
hmm.. sekarang ngantuk. sholat dulu akh.. bistu Turuuuuuuu…

happy ramadhan everyonee:D:D:D:D

I was SO excited having and playing with new racket. Good one i believe… imagining if i never left Indo, and work here, i wouldnt be able to buy an expensive racket like mine now. SO happy and really cant wait for each coming friday and weekend.

Today, i had my forehand good. But bad Volly… need a LOT of practice on that. I lost for 0-2 huaa…. :(( merely because of my volly. SAD SAD SAD…:((

gimana neeeehhh?
barusan booking practice wall lagi buat besok pagi jam 8. msh gak kepikir sih gimana caranya latihan mukul voli pake tembok…. besok coba deh…
semoga bisa bangun:P

duh, mana janjian sama Sue lagi!! mo ke Gym tmrw afternoon.. pegel gak ya gw??
udah dua kali nih gw batalin.

weekend = sports

There still 2 weeks more to go, untill i can step my food on JKT. i’d still have 2 weekly postings, 14 days of working late, 2 weeks of budgeting, DCD feedback, Consolidations, Bos transitions, feedback and 2 weekends for tennis. I miss being around my family. around my friends, miss being home.

Many times have i asked God, why he put me where i am now. or put anyone else as they are now. is there really any reason for it? or we just simply blame Him to overlook what we have decided in our life?!

I feel sorry for many people and for many reasons. Also feel happy for some friends, for many reasons. mmm…manusia itu gak pernah ada puasnya yah… selalu pengen lebih happy…pdhl segalanya udah dimiliki.

I just remember something. have you seen 50 first date movie?? i think its FANTASTIC. most romantic movie i have everseen..

*gak nyambung ya?* biarin!:D

If the one you love and care about so much do something that makes you sad and dissapoint you, you really want them to un-do, but they wont, because its what they believed. what can you do? sending them away from your life just because they believe in something that you dont will also sending part of your life away. i cant do that! not to her, not to myself.

When you try your best but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want but not what you needWhen you feel so tired but you can't sleepStuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can't replaceWhen you love someone but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?

Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you

And high up above or down belowWhen you're too in love to let it goBut if you never try you'll never knowJust what you're worth

Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your facewhen you lose something you cannot replaceTears stream down your faceAnd I

Tears stream down your faceI promise you I will learn from my mistakesTears stream down your faceAnd I

Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you

hari ini ultahnya elnusa… dan satu orang penghuni elnusa i believe… temen2 gw pasti lagi pada upacara dilapangan parkir belakang.. this is the first time i dont join them… but i remember:) off course, who wouldnt remember the only one day we can be free from work????

kemaren dapet surat cinta dari Sita, panjaaaaaaaaanngggg dan pnuh berita… uggghhh seuneeennggg nya bukan main.. its been a long time that she hasnt wrote me such long letter.. penuh kata2 mesra hahaha… maklum jomblo, dapet surat cinta dan gombalan dari perempuan jg gw jabanin daripada garing!

hmm.. jadi kepikiran, kalo ada yang tiap pagi mengirimi email sekedar mengucap selamat pagi dan to have a good day at work, EVERY single morning for couple of months.. does it mean anything special??? tau deh…wish i can guess..

2 minggu udah usaha diet, makan teratur, kurangi kuantitas dan tingkatkan kualitas, olah raga teratur, ngilangin NAsi dan karbo berlebih, mayan berhasil untill TONIGHT:(((
Bulan set us up for a dinner in Brazil restaurant. surprised that she dressed up so fine. ups, got suspicious that it will be a "restaurant"… but ok deh, dah lama jg gak makan yang "model begituan"..
ternyata restoran buffet..GOSH, how can i eat litle if they provide so much delicious food like that?
keep putting beefs, lambs, chicken, fish on my plate, plus the marvelous taste of salad… haaaaa…cant hold my breath to have them all at once.I was totally a Carnivore tonight.. i love my housemates… senaaaannggg.. walo duit keluar mayan out of budget.
Now my flat tummy’s gone cant be proud of it anymore… :((

kamu, kamu dan kamu…
thanks for being around me and get my shines back to the surface… u are God’s angel sent out to earth for me. Singapore and Job,… you also are a marvelous miracle i cerish today… with your bitter and sweet..