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11 11 2006

Tuesday, November 14th, 2006

When we were still in relationship, the thought of having more serious relationships should always bring questions to our head challenging the faith back. “is he the one?”, “Is he good enough?”, “will he change?”,”can he be a good father and loving husband?” and bla3x…. Honestly you cant escape those from your mind…. things would get more freaky by the days that gone by toward your wedding day.

I remember taking some times back for myself and laid my head on table, walls, chairs, or bed. Search for answers to those questions and investing faith. All went fine, thank Goodness.. though some may unanswered, but faith works them all good.

One thing that i realized now i would never be able to understand even with my most intelligent ability to figure this out back then is how happy i am now with my new life partner. The feeling of having each other and ONLY each other is really beautifull, as if you have all the trust in the world in him. The Challenge of maturity is really at stake, and the faith that this marriage is actually will boost our ability to be a better person by process of adapting to each other, taking the responsibility of having someone else’s life and happiness in our hand. Not to mention, babies that i will carry with me for my entire life with my husband.

I just couldnt say more… speachless,… but amazingly happy (as my bestfriend would describe).

Intan
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