One star out of million stones.

sebenernya apa sih tujuan blogger ini?

sharing your pseonal life to the world? i have no idea why people can disclose their personal feeling in this blog, read by so many people. not to mention those who are the object of the conversation. if its bad, dont you think it will hurt that person?

maybe its just a matter of jealousy, hehhee.. i really cant write and tell personal feeling so good. or maybe i am too embarassed.

well, really wanted to try once, but accidentally it was deleted by the conection failure. hehhe…

i read something good in a book. it said that someone can have a real soulmate in their life. he/she is part of you, part of your soul, part of ur heart. the one that you cant take your heart away from. the one that really makes you happy, no matter how much he/she makes you sad or hurt you. and when you meet her/him, u really wont care about her/his past, u wont even care whether or not she/he has a name. u’ll feel that both of u are one. and when the other gone, would feel as if there’s only half of you stayin. u’ll love her/him more than you love anything else before. u’ll dedicate and give your heart completely to her/him, put your trust entirely, etc etc. and when she/he make something bad according to other people, you would still have the faith and understand that she/he have reason to do so.. good reason. most importantly, at the time you meet her/him, being with her/him, u’ll realize that all of the time you spent by yourself was so alone…

life is crazy, that it never guarantees people to find their soulmate, or even worse, you found it but u cannot have it!!

inside every human being, must lie fear of never finding the right person for their life. but only few questioning whether they are the right person for someone else’s. being selfish is so human, but when u have partner, u are oblied to let it go as much as you can. can u do that? if not, then u are not the right person for her/him.

i met someone from my past last week. so happy that i can find him again after a while. in times when i dont expect most.

this is the time when i feel give up to life, i’ll just let it bring me to wherever i should be. and keep the faith to the Lord. and praying that there’ll be someone of my dream coming to my entire life as i will to him. my fighter. my piece of me.

everything about MY life now is complete.. i have everything i need. Only a piece of me that is missing. my job is going better and better. i have a smart boss, that always teach me to be smarter and smarter. patiently explaining things to me over and over.. hehehe *i hate to be forgetful person*

from today going forward, he officially handed me one of his important analyzing job. i dont know if i can do it as good as he did, but i know i will try my best to at least having minimum points of mistakes. one year from now, i’ll be as smart as i should be.

i have scholarship form in front of me. REALLY anxious to apply. really hope i got the chance to have master degree. but i have several things in mind that might stall me from applying. still need more info for the schedule and requirement times to attend. but again.. i remember that i have "responsibility" behind me. may not be able to help them any more if incase i have the offer. BUT that would be too far, too confident if i may say hehhee…

lets just try first yah Tan, and we’ll see how LIFE will bring you in.

sebenernya pengennya S2 pas udah punya suami.. jadi bisa sekolah sambil ngurus keluarga kecilku. but well,… luck is having other people to visit i guess. one day it will knock my door:P

INTAN

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